MY apology.
! It's hard to believe that we've been put through so much trial and tribulations and that we made it out alive. but we did! and we are still getting married on the original date. June 25. I'm sorry for those of you who don't understand or cannot see the love I have for this wonderful man who'll be by my side forever and always! :) he's my favorite person ever and i never want to hurt him again like i have this last while. It's called getting cold feet and not sure how to handle it. BUT that is how I've always handled being scared. I push those who mean the most to me away til they have to be hurtful back then its usually too late to turn around. The truth of the matter is that i love ben and never want to lose him, I've had a terrible past with guys so trusting him has been my biggest challenge and he understands that now that he knows everything in the past that I've been through.
We love each other and I hope that all who don't believe in a love like this that has happened so fast will be able to see the truth behind the mask someday...
Peace out!~
This is apollo 18 and crew signing off :)
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